terrible terrible..

i'm so not feeling well. spent the day at home..feeling really lethargic and sleepy. sweetie sis and sunder bought for me bubble tea and oreo and waffle... felt kinda weird since yesterday but today i guess it all became worse. i'm still sneezing and sneezing from either cat fur or dust or something! to the point that my chest feels so damn congested and i sound like i have TB when i cough.

and my right heel and foot ached so much especially when i walk. and just now sis commented that my feet look swollen..and i didn't even realize it. mum got all worried and she suspects it's some circulation problem. the tingly feeling in my left hand just makes me feel i have some heart disease. oh well... we all gonna die someday. i just hate going to the doctors' so no, i'm not going.

yesterday was spent with jeevan, we went to AMK hub to replace his Ezlink card and then to watch quantum of solace..yaaaawn. i hate going for these "action packed" boring stuff...not to say i love romantic comedies cause half of em piss me off too. i wld much rather madagascar 2, but nooo he insisted on james bond. initially he was being such a sarcastic pig by debating between winx club, beverly hills chihuawa and madagascar...very funny.

then we went to eat at new york new york...food not that great. but at least it has root beer float!

then off he went back to camp...

it will be our first anniversary tomorrow.. not the date we got together tho, more like the day we met..but we just consider it our anniversary cause i swear i don't remember when he proposed..haha..and to top it all off i said yes and then no the following day... and yes again a few days later. i can't help it. i have issues.

but anyways..happy anniversary dear, thanks for a wonderful year. you've been a loyal, loving, supportive boyfriend who's been nothing but gentle and protective.

i appreciate how you never use harsh words with me and how patient you are amidst my tantrums and bad temper. considering what a short fuse you have as well ( yr broken nose and displaced jaw will vouch for that) i am amazed at what a gentle lil puppy you are with me.

i know this relationship has every chance of working out or not, to have its screw ups or amazing moments or ending in happily ever after or not... but for what it's worth..i'm willing to try and see it through.

happy anniversary.