if i were like you..

Pull up your pants

(Just Like Em')

Take out the trash

(Just Like Em')

getting ya cash like em'

Fast like em'

Girl you outta act like ya dig

(What I'm talkin' bout')

Security codes on everything

Vibrate so your phone don't ever ring

Joint Account

And another one he don't know about

Wish we could switch up the roles

And I could be that...

Tell you I love you

But when you call I never get back

Would you ask them questions like me?...

Like where you be at?
Cause I'm out 4 in the morning
On the corner rolling
Doing my own thing

What if I?...

Had a thing on the side?

Made ya cry?

Would the rules change up?...

Or would they still apply?...

If I played you like a toy?...

Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy

Can't be getting mad!

What You Mad?

Can't Handle that

Girl go head and be...

Just Like Em'

Go run the streets

Just Like Em'

come home late say sleep like em'

Creep like em'

Front with ya friends

Act hard when you're with em' like em'

Keep a straight face when ya tell a lie

Always keep an Anti-alibi

Keep Him In The Dark

What he don't know won't break his heart....

sigh.

Hello...
Can you hear me
Am I getting through to you

Hello...
Is it late there
Is there laughter on the line
Are you sure youre there alone

Cuz im
Trying to explain
Somethings wrong
You just dont sound the same

Why dont you
Why dont you
Go outside
Go outside

Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever Im gone too long
If your lips feel lonely and thirsty
Kiss the rain
And wait for the dawn
Keep in mind
Were under the same sky
And the nights
As empty for me as for you
If you feel
You cant wait till morning
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain

Hello...
Do you miss me
I hear you say you do
But not the way Im missing you

Whats new
Hows the weather
Is it stormy where you are
You sound so close but it feels like youre so far
Oh would it mean anything
If you knew
What Im left imagining
In my mind
My mind
Would you go
Would you go

Kiss the rain

As you fall
Over me
Think of me
Think of me
Think of me
Only me
Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever Im gone too long
If your lips
Feel hungry and tempted
Kiss the rain
And wait for the dawn
Keep in mind
Were under the same sky
And the nights
As empty for me as for you
If you feel you cant wait till morning
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain

Kiss the rain

another bird-day.

in three hours itll be syaz's birthday!
happy 23rd!
don't worry, even if tmr will be lacklustre,
you'll be going back singapore soon to all your loved ones
who'll show you the time of your life!

today i had a bad bad bad lesson to learn.
eurgh.
in short it involves National Australia Bank, over-drawing,
and fees. ARGH!!
i'm crossing my fingers hoping that there will be no additional fees to pay in the coming days.
blardie hell.
think of all the things i had to forgo to SAVE THAT MONEY!!
and poof. like dat its gone.
grrrrrrrrrrrrr.....

top it all off i had a bad fight with Jeevs yesterday.
screamed and cried my arse off cause he managed to get me so so worked up.
i just could not take it anymore.
i can only have so much patience before it all blows up
and trust me, even i'm ashamed to admit it,
when i get upset..
it gets very ugly.
i think it's some anger management issue.
poor aisyah and tassha who had to hear my screaming.
apologies. i do try to be more refined.
hahha...but when it blows..it blows.

and despite it all.
tho i am still kinda mad.
i must say, he's a very patient guy.
i think if i were him i would have slammed down the phone or something.
he just sat through it all apologizing..
which i deserved by the way.
let's see how things go.
i hope he finally realizes and changes a bit..
i can only HOPE.

so all in all....it's been BAAAAD couple of days.
please please let my luck turn around.
i just need these last 10 weeks to be as peaceful as possible.
so i can finish up nicely, and go back to singapore happy.
PLEASE.no more screw ups.

may day may day

it's May! FINALLY. thought the month would never come.
this semester has proven to be so damn slack.
i'm hardly doing any work! most assignments are done, only one left.
3 papers to sit for come end of this month.
and nevermind if i have heaps of money to spare to spend my free time on random shopping or eating out..i don't.
so seriously, im sitting at home rotting.
the girls have been going out quite a fair bit, mostly with their new friends.
or playing taiti..
so ya.
shrugs.

hopefully exams and clinicals will be a breeze..i shall be moving out of this house early june.
thanks to uber wonderful friends, who have gladly offered me places to stay
sobia and azi, rachel..love u girls so so much.
so it's now time to start packing my stuff and shipping em home.
wow.
can't believe it's coming to an end, 1 year is relli just..zooom.
i have the option of pursuing my honours..for freeeee...but with much thought and deliberation..
i decided against it.
i wanna get started with life.
work..money...travelling..all that jazz.
got bigger plans than just doing radiography my whole life.
and of course.
gotta start thinking bout the big M word.
marriage.
23 this year already man, for girls..that's old.
don't wanna be a tired old mum chasing after kids..
hopefully wanna have my first kid by 25,26?

god willing, i shall make good decisions and do the right thing.
life has been blissfully blessed so far, only hope it goes on that way.

on a sidenote...have much anticipated packages arriving soon!! can't wait!
weeeeeeeeeeeeee.........