another bird-day.

in three hours itll be syaz's birthday!
happy 23rd!
don't worry, even if tmr will be lacklustre,
you'll be going back singapore soon to all your loved ones
who'll show you the time of your life!

today i had a bad bad bad lesson to learn.
eurgh.
in short it involves National Australia Bank, over-drawing,
and fees. ARGH!!
i'm crossing my fingers hoping that there will be no additional fees to pay in the coming days.
blardie hell.
think of all the things i had to forgo to SAVE THAT MONEY!!
and poof. like dat its gone.
grrrrrrrrrrrrr.....

top it all off i had a bad fight with Jeevs yesterday.
screamed and cried my arse off cause he managed to get me so so worked up.
i just could not take it anymore.
i can only have so much patience before it all blows up
and trust me, even i'm ashamed to admit it,
when i get upset..
it gets very ugly.
i think it's some anger management issue.
poor aisyah and tassha who had to hear my screaming.
apologies. i do try to be more refined.
hahha...but when it blows..it blows.

and despite it all.
tho i am still kinda mad.
i must say, he's a very patient guy.
i think if i were him i would have slammed down the phone or something.
he just sat through it all apologizing..
which i deserved by the way.
let's see how things go.
i hope he finally realizes and changes a bit..
i can only HOPE.

so all in all....it's been BAAAAD couple of days.
please please let my luck turn around.
i just need these last 10 weeks to be as peaceful as possible.
so i can finish up nicely, and go back to singapore happy.
PLEASE.no more screw ups.