this post is for the beloved..because of what happened yesterday night, it's been on my mind the whole day. i have to get this off my chest and into words.
You have no idea how helpless i feel right now, i wish i could be there and take the pain away. When you told me what happened last night, i wanted to run back home. You tried your best to hide your pain like you always do, but i still felt it.
You know whenever i'm upset and i cry...you would always tell me that you couldn't bear to see me cry cause you feel the pain 10 times harder.. i always thought they were sweet lines every boyfriend is supposed to say.
But yesterday i realized what it meant. Your silence, the tone of your voice... i could feel such sorrow in them. And i shared the burden too..and all i could do was cry.
You will always be my pillar of strength Jeevan, the way i'm yours. You have always supported me, and been on my side. We will get through this together and i need you to know i'm proud of you. Despite what anyone might say cause of what you did, i am so very proud of you.Maybe not proud of your actions, you should know violence just doesn't solve anything.
But know this.You are a man of character. And i love you for it. You have been through so damn much your whole life, and still emerged as a strong, unselfish, big-hearted, loving man. You stuck to what you believed in, you fought for what you love, you reacted to something you could never ever condone your whole life. And despite of what happened and what he said, your heart was big enough to even feel for everyone else...bout how you would miss your brothers, bout how bad you felt.
I will always be behind you no matter what Jeevan.
I have no right to get involved, it is not my place. But i know exactly how u feel. And i know in there is a heart big enough to apologize and make things right.
I love you.
You have no idea how helpless i feel right now, i wish i could be there and take the pain away. When you told me what happened last night, i wanted to run back home. You tried your best to hide your pain like you always do, but i still felt it.
You know whenever i'm upset and i cry...you would always tell me that you couldn't bear to see me cry cause you feel the pain 10 times harder.. i always thought they were sweet lines every boyfriend is supposed to say.
But yesterday i realized what it meant. Your silence, the tone of your voice... i could feel such sorrow in them. And i shared the burden too..and all i could do was cry.
You will always be my pillar of strength Jeevan, the way i'm yours. You have always supported me, and been on my side. We will get through this together and i need you to know i'm proud of you. Despite what anyone might say cause of what you did, i am so very proud of you.Maybe not proud of your actions, you should know violence just doesn't solve anything.
But know this.You are a man of character. And i love you for it. You have been through so damn much your whole life, and still emerged as a strong, unselfish, big-hearted, loving man. You stuck to what you believed in, you fought for what you love, you reacted to something you could never ever condone your whole life. And despite of what happened and what he said, your heart was big enough to even feel for everyone else...bout how you would miss your brothers, bout how bad you felt.
I will always be behind you no matter what Jeevan.
I have no right to get involved, it is not my place. But i know exactly how u feel. And i know in there is a heart big enough to apologize and make things right.
I love you.
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