scariness.

i went for the Rocks Ghost tour with aisyah, her two cousins, audi and auntie nora the other day.
i wouldn't say it was scary, but it was an experience nonetheless.
but!
when we reached this particular place, i passed by a house that caught my attention for some reason.
and it freaked me out.
so i told aisyah's cousin, who had been snapping away with his SLR camera to take some shots of the house. who knows right, there might be some scary stuff that appear in the pictures.
but as soon as he tried to, the camera would not shoot for some mysterious reason.
it was scary!
and the moment he turned his camera away to shoot other stuff, the camera worked perfectly....
ponder ponder..
then afterwards we went for drinks at the sydney harbour view hotel pub..and headed home. audi followed us back and stayed the night, but not before hanging out in my room talking till like 2 am with aisyah...was nice to catch up with an old housemate!
beep beep bop bop..
okay random sounds.

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other than that, life here has been uneventful other than the DAMN hot weather. im being BAKED.
aisyah's mak long is going back to singapore tmr, she's more than relieved i think!
hahah..she said she can't stand the weather.
then it'll be me and aisyah hanging out on our own.
tmr we shall be going auntie nora's place to bake cupcakes with the kids. then picking up aisyah's cousins from the airport.
sushi night on friday!! woohooo.. chef aisyah-san has some impressive plans man. she's so stressing out on the menu lah!
at the rate she's going you'd think she was gonna cook for some japanese ambassadors.
Monday is AUSTRALIA DAY!! weeeee.......
we plan to hang out in town to watch outdoor concerts, ship races and fireworks!
looking forward to hanging out with my sister from anothermutha! hehehhe
sorry aisyah you'll have to bear with me.

okay here's my nemo section. for those who don't know what nemo is... it's my new nickname that mum tassha and aisyah have bombarded me with. they call me nemo when im being EMO.
whatever.
i'm not emo.
i'm just in touch with my feelings.
ok ok fine i am.
jeevan calls me dramatic too.
can't help it LAH im indian.
so here goes, i need a nemo section in each post to talk bout my feelings.
orang panggil dia nemo u-ga-ma islam!
HAHAHHA! inside joke.

anyways...i loved the long conversations with jeevan yesterday over webcam and phone.
we talked bout everything but mostly where we are as a couple.
and he shared alot of his feelings, which is very rare.
much appreciated...and i just love you more for it.
i know things are kinda shaky after the whole new year's eve thing...
MR. ELEVEN!...
damn.
ok i shall try not to bring it up.
but right now...after everything we said yesterday,
i think i just could not bear to be with anyone else...
you're my rock.
to keep me positive, to cheer me up when my self esteem gets me down,
to be my personal motivator... and to calm me when i get dramatic.
and i'm your rock.
when your temper gets the better of you,
when you feel no one else has much hope in you..
when you need someone by your side to tell you it's all ok.

i could not ask for more.