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Monday, March 9, 2009

revelation

wow. amazing how each day brings new surprises.
i found out something today, that got me shocked at first..
but now that i think about it. why am i surprised?
you prolly do it to every single damn person.
smile.
be sweet.
be so concerned and helpful.
and then..
gossip.
bitch.
bitch somemore.
every story there is to be told, has to go through you.
everything and anything to do with anyone, you HAVE to know and it sits there in yr head like a fungating sponge ready to be released to the next eager listening ear.
guess that's what makes you so in the know.
of course till the day it all comes back to you..
and people realize they've got this lil knife sticking out of their backs courtesy of you.
and then we'll watch the fun.
cause on my part, i seriously learnt my lesson.
and no way in hell will i ever get personal with you again.

when i'm angry with someone i show em im angry.
and if i have issues with someone, i don't talk and bitch about it to people who do not need to know.
you go around putting up a front of being a fantastic buddy and then go to others who prolly don't even FUCKING know me..and go...eurgh i can't STAND dewi!! etc etc...
and you know what. i AM the better person cause i don't see the need in me right now to tell ANYONE bout what you've been doing.
i don't find solace in people agreeing with me and being on my side.
i am perfectly alright with not confronting you cause at the end of it you keep in mind you're on the losing end.
you will lose trust and respect wherever you go.
i lost nothing but a friend i didn't need.
it's sad it's come to this, but i really do not want someone who pretends to be my jolly friend
and then fucks me up behind my back.
the only thing you should be praying for is to learn to shut your mouth and keep your nose out of things that do not concern you.
it's for your own good.
cause seriously someday you WILL be bitchslapped.
and you're lucky it didnt come from me.

but who knows.
i might just do you the favour.
don't.
fucking.
mess with me.

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