it's all new.

summer vacation is over.
roadtrip is over.
school started this week.
it'll be way too much for me to write bout the entire roadtrip,
the photos in facebook should suffice.
i went skydiving a few days back.
a.ma.zing.
puts things in perspective, when you jump off a plane at 14000 feet.
honestly, i was only actually frightened for a few seconds.
the whole thing was just way too amazing to actually be afraid.
it felt like one of those dreams where you keep falling.

i got my clinical posting, im posted to Five Dock. somewhere near Sydney city. not too bad actually.
still toying with the idea of going out of NSW...but right now
there's a bigger idea that's just gnawing at me.
especially since recent bouts of bitchiness that i've faced.
i've come to see the ugly side of people.
i've become so fed up actually.
that i think it's turning me into a one cold bitch.
because honestly, if no one will appeciate the sacrifices you make...
then there's nothing that should stop you from doing your own damn thing
and not giving a flying fuck what consequences others may face.

hence ive been indulging in being alone these past days..
i am thoroughly enjoying it.
i cancelled all plans i have, declined all invitations.
and just spending time in my room studying or just listening to lily allen.

pick your battles they say.
hell yea i chose mine.