at the edge

wow. this is it, the end of june.

tomorrow will mark only 4 days to my departure to Sydney to start a brand new life

as an undergraduate, and live with housemates!

as always, the same thing happens.

i spend months looking forward to going overseas,

the excitement builds and builds..

and poof.

when i reach the time, the excitement dies and all i feel is..

something a lil like this.

*sound of crickets*

cause the bullshit starts becoming obvious,

you worry about a million and one things,

and there will always be people or situations to make things so unpleasant.

mark my words.

....

hema came over today and she helped me pack everything!

so i'm done packing, but one small prob.

i really truly am positive i've exceeded 30 kg.hahah!

so mum has taken out the damn heavy books

and will be sending em by DHL.

it still is slightly over 30 kg i believe...

oh well.