last night.

i had a dream last night.

it was so real, i cried in my sleep..

and was so thankful when i woke up.

i dreamt it happened again,

that i had lost everything.

that pride and anger got in the way,

and we forgot what love was.

i dreamt you were leaving,

and i was begging you to stay.

you would not budge,

and your eyes were so cold.

my heart had stopped,

at the fear that gripped me.

does this mean,

it shall happen again?

i woke up to sunshine,

and your love flooded back..

i reached for a way to hold on to you.

then i stopped.

i thought.

what if all this..

was only temporary?

now i'm writing this..

and the dream still feels so real.

though i shall smile and pretend..

deep inside..

i sow the seed of doubt and hurt.

and wait.

for the end to grow.