me and jeevs, sis and sunder went to ubin yesterday to check out the place before our camping trip next week.
we went first to changi village to have nasi lemak, then we took the boat there.
it was my first time at ubin!
we rented bicycles and off we went to nordin beach. me and sis were having a hard time with the upslopes and ended up pushing our bicycles.
lol...
nordin beach is really small! but it looks like a nice cozy place, provided there wont be any other campers around while we're there next week.
the scenery and everything looks exactly like the area of Sedili, where my holiday house in johor is.
so in my excitement of finally being in ubin and doing outdoorsy stuffs, i guess i kinda ignored jeevan while cycling.
and that was it.
out of nowhere after the trip and we reached changi again in the evening, i sensed he was a lil off.
and we got into a huge fight.
for the first time in our relationship i was actually thinking this is it.
the beginning of the end.
here's where the stupid fights start, the endless quarrels, and the total mismatch in personalities rears its ugly head.
i really honestly could not understand why he was so upset and was so caught off guard by his reaction. i'm so used to guys who expect me to have a degree of independence, and who would prefer a non-latchy girl. but here he is, a guy who has a prob with me walking ahead of him and not being by his side always.
and this isnt the first time a similar issue arose.
i was kinda cheesed off to be honest.
but after hours of silence,then fights, then making up, then silence again...
i went home that night and thought about it.
and i felt really bad.
im so used to my friends or my sis or whoever we are hanging out with, i assumed he would be comfortable with them too and assimilate just as well.
i didnt think bout how lonely or left out he must have felt cycling alone at the back.
sigh...
sorry dear. won't happen again, promise.
we went first to changi village to have nasi lemak, then we took the boat there.
it was my first time at ubin!
we rented bicycles and off we went to nordin beach. me and sis were having a hard time with the upslopes and ended up pushing our bicycles.
lol...
nordin beach is really small! but it looks like a nice cozy place, provided there wont be any other campers around while we're there next week.
the scenery and everything looks exactly like the area of Sedili, where my holiday house in johor is.
so in my excitement of finally being in ubin and doing outdoorsy stuffs, i guess i kinda ignored jeevan while cycling.
and that was it.
out of nowhere after the trip and we reached changi again in the evening, i sensed he was a lil off.
and we got into a huge fight.
for the first time in our relationship i was actually thinking this is it.
the beginning of the end.
here's where the stupid fights start, the endless quarrels, and the total mismatch in personalities rears its ugly head.
i really honestly could not understand why he was so upset and was so caught off guard by his reaction. i'm so used to guys who expect me to have a degree of independence, and who would prefer a non-latchy girl. but here he is, a guy who has a prob with me walking ahead of him and not being by his side always.
and this isnt the first time a similar issue arose.
i was kinda cheesed off to be honest.
but after hours of silence,then fights, then making up, then silence again...
i went home that night and thought about it.
and i felt really bad.
im so used to my friends or my sis or whoever we are hanging out with, i assumed he would be comfortable with them too and assimilate just as well.
i didnt think bout how lonely or left out he must have felt cycling alone at the back.
sigh...
sorry dear. won't happen again, promise.
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