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Sunday, February 8, 2009

i have moved.

okay since you're reading this i guess you would realize i have moved.
big mistake of putting my blog addy on friendster, people whom id rather not know bout my life are keeping tabs on me and my family.
so nevermind, on my mum and dad's insistence i have moved my blog.
but just to say my piece to THOSE people....
WHAT BLARDY BUSINESS IS IT OF YOURS MAAAAN!!!
arses.

anyways since my last update, me and aisyah have been chilling, no, wrong word. baking in the house in 40 degrees weather...wahahha...
we have been out and about doing stuff like shopping, going main campus for our vaccinations, hanging out at Glebe... and discussing a million and one things under the sun. i even got my cervical cancer vaccine....for FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...okay shush.
we shall not risk the job of the nice doctor. hehe.
OH OH and in a bout of randomness, i managed to persuade aisyah to get our hair cut!!
so i just pretty much had mine trimmed cause Jeevan forbids me from having short hair(....grrr), but aisyah had her long locks lopped!! wahahahahahha!!!
and i must say she looks great, much better than she did with long hair.
i love dressing aisyah up, she's like this evil angsty doll with a feminine side that just needs some coaxing to come out.
syaz will be back thursday morning...followed by tassha...then we shall all be heading to brisbane and melbourne for our road trip.
hopefully this series of record breaking heatwaves dies down soon.
or i'm seriously gonna get heatstroke.


jeevan is still in taiwan. we hardly talk since he's busy running up and down the jungles finding checkpoints that DONT MATTER. sheesh.
we have our lil tiffs here and there, result of my short fuse and his big man ego.
meh.
talks bout weddings have been up and about between us, so its made me even have nightmares about it LAH.
i woke up crying one day cause i dreamt it was my wedding day and i didnt even have a dress, no guests except for my few close gals and i was late for the appointment at the ROM.
but in the dream, my groom to be(whoever he is cause honestly some parts he just became a blur) just put his arm around my shoulder and said it doesnt matter, we still have each other right..and i love you.
but i still woke up crying.
dammit.
i told jeevan about it.
busy man just smsed back saying Aye don't worry nothing's gonna get in the way of us getting hitched.
hmm...i haven't the heart to tell him i'm not exactly sure it was him in the dream. haha...

but speaking of weddings...i then started to imagine my perfect wedding.
yes even after all my heartaches and scepticism.. i still have my lil girl fantasies of the dream wedding with the dream man.
where would it be?
what would the cake look like? the dress?
the music?
will there be a bunch of doves that i can set free in that all too cliched scene...WAHAHA!
or even fireworks!

slowly but surely, in my head i collect little ideas that could come in handy to built my perfect wedding day.
who knows when it'll be, maybe never...
but in any case...as much as i'm aware of all the crap that comes with marriage, the contempt that comes with familiarity, the possibility of a cheating husband, unruly kids, financial probs....
i still am not just yet ready to let go of the dream.

what's your dream wedding?

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